Lit Up

I rise and I fall,
so what.
My mind is a racetrack.
I want it all and I want it back,
so what.
I’ve been here before: flashbacks, retreat and starting over.
Not as a rule, just survival.
My mind takes off again.
And there is no plug, no light switch.
There is no way I want this as my routine again.
I gave up so much the last time I got out of the ward.
So what.

Mind peeling away the rinds and underneath I find that I am responsible for the output, and what goes in, and nothing more.

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One comment on “Lit Up

  1. I nominated you for The Inspiring Blog Award! Pop by sometime and check it out! 🙂

    http://reneweddesign.wordpress.com/2015/01/10/ahem-i-would-like-to-thank/

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